i keep hearing and reading this everywhere these couple of days… just focus on God.
it’s strange to change perspective on things so suddenly, so quickly. the things i’ve always wanted… one has become unnecessary, a distraction. a majority of my short term goals were loosely based on it, i would have done anything. i’m at a standstill with it and i seem to want to go backwards. it’s something i absolutely refuse to allow to be of importance all of...
this this this.
my identity is in Christ. daughter of God, unconditionally loved, blessed and highly favoured. everything for an audience of One, not for the things of this world. God is the constant. glorify His name with all that you do.
well… there goes that one. maybe i’ll just back up and focus on myself again. because honestly… even that tiny little detour made my heart hurt. kind of pathetic, hm? but now i know, all i had before was enough. it’s all about His timing. i can wait.
Paige: I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed, and to share the silence when they're not. To agree to disagree on red velvet cake, and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home.
Leo: I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love. I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other.
watched this last night. (:
On my mind...
The importance of seeing yourself clearly, without being blinded by what you wish you were, without the fronts. If you have to face the world everyday with a mask on, don’t forget to relieve yourself of it: stare quietly at the mirror, into your eyes, no distractions — remember who you truly are.
two blogs: ayeedanii & 21.
trust me to decide to change things up on my blog(s) when i have a midterm in two days. i hoard things i want to reblog in my LIKES folder and as i was just cleaning it out, i realize i really want to post all of them, it’s just that they don’t seem to fit into my personal blog (or maybeee i just have this weird thing where i like to have the things i post one after another look good...
tutored a new student i took on. student #3! this is what i asked for and now i’m lamenting the fact i have no lazy days. helped her study for a science test coming up on Wednesday. oh the days when we perfected the skill of drawing mitosis + meiosis diagrams in Science 9… (: reading break is officially over. kinda sorta excited to get back into the grind — the jeans and...
it’s not that i see myself as some sort of fast paced person. that i need new things in life, to replace the old with the new, that i constantly need change and can’t stay in one place for long. it’s kind of the opposite… or maybe just all over the place. i run back to my past a little too often, analyzing every inch of what i can remember, what i remember i felt. only to...
Supposing you have tried and failed again and again. You may have a fresh start...– Mary Pickford (via kari-shma)
… with R & Ange, two of my best friends from high school. i guess the greatest thing about old friendships is that no matter how much time has passed since you last caught up, the conversation picks up just as easily and freely. forever and always grateful for the friendships that never fade. oh and… chatting on the car for 2 more hours parked on a driveway is the most...
who was on your mind February 14th?
none of this means anything if you don’t live it out.
for when it happens again,
1112pm: Be with someone who is proud to be with you, someone who makes you feel like you are worth the adulation. Be with someone who is consistent, be with someone who is stable in his/her love and trials of making you happy.
i hate you for not trying. i hate you for blaming us for the issues you don’t want to face. i hate you for putting all of us in a hell hole just because you’re irresponsible and because you’ve given up without ever really trying. i hate all the words that come out of your mouth, your selfishness and your failure to do what you’re supposed to do. i hate you for putting these...
the moments in late night paper writing...
…when you’re constantly mentally kicking yourself for leaving things to the last minute, which you vowed you would never do again… that last time, and the time before that, and the time before that… you get the idea. and when your bed is calling for you to get some sleep and to write the rest of that paper in the wee hours of… this morning, the later hours of this...
you reap what you sow.
i don’t know what else to say. i hate saying things in response that are disregarded, but i can’t just not say anything either, can i? a lot of things have to remain unshared, unsaid. that applies for both parties and it’s the plain truth. if it’s what they want, respect their decision and leave it at that. it’s none of my business to give opinions, provide options...
1112pm: I love terms of endearment. I just hope that I don’t over-use them. But I’m pretty sure I already do.
I’m not sentimental—I’m as romantic as you are. The idea, you know, is that the...– F. Scott Fitzgerald (via 1112pm)